last night

hi! went to bukit jalil yesterday to watch AAR perform. it was awesome doh, sumpih ;p the night before that farah tan, armin, im, fareez, faiz and i went to hartamas. shisha-ed, abe was .... haha. so, okay. abe and taufiq came along and we settle down. arnd 4 we gerak bukit and lepak there and ate kuaci. awesome night, that's all i can say. heheh. so back to AAR, when i came i was speechless by the que. didn't want to beratur so went in front to the entrance and tolak tolak semua orang. tak smpi 15 minutes dpt masuk. good enough ayy? :) got in with armin farah and amal. met kemek, adib and taufiq. he's always there. god, haha. aar started late so everyone was boo-ing all the way and they keep on playing the same songs like i gotta feeling, party in the usa, you belong with me... AGAIN AND AGAIN! the first time everyone was singing , second blh accept. the third time everyone was swearing. finally, they came out. oh em gee :D their performance rocks la. oh there was these group of guys who was standing beside me, they asked for my permission if they can angkat me. they want to lambung me! gila. so, i said noo. funny gila. baju low terkoyak and her bag tercabut. that shows how hard she rock last night. haha, and oh we played taiti kejap the police datang and rampas our cards. bloody funny weih. the LRT was full when we got back. had to wait agak lama and went straight to hajris. abe send me back home at 1 if im not mistaken. can't recall. goodjob All American Rejects. fifa's status says Ne-yo is coming on 8th January! WTF. i'm so bloody going. i love you ne-yo very very much :DD -eza.

still browsing

hi :) so, all you know manchester united got fucked by liverpool. 2-0. dude, :O i don't want to talk about it. yesterday went to manhattan fish market with ma, etty and iwan. the service sucked, big time. oh i even met trishalla with her family there. went home and watched sex and the city, asked mama if i can go out and watch the football match and she said okay. i was quite shocked but stayed calm. wanted to gerak hajris but it was bloody full. we went to hartamas, went to joe's, full jugak. farah armin fareez and i watched the match sikit sikit, we played foosball at breakers. i'm not good at it, but blergh! why not? i want to learn how to play pool, looks fun. i met dharyl there. we tried to lepak at square but it was effin full too. went back to joe's and dapat tempat. played bullshit with fareez and farah. oh! i was suppose to go to school but naehhh, MALAS. got a call from armin, ajak breakfast which we did. farah armin fiki and i went for nasi lemak at tanglin. oh, zaffeq accident (again). i dont get why he always gets into an accident but thank god he's alright. diorang ajak pergi swim at farah's but low ajak pergi setiawangsa and fiki suruh teman pergi bb. he wants to cut his hair and buy a few stuff. lets see how the day goes aite :D eqa's home by the way! i have to share rooms with her soon. crap. nak pergi mandi sungai. fiki la ni! :(

what's your cupcakes' character?

hi it's 5.34AM and i still haven't sleep. farah called me at 11, asked me to go to imran's house since it was one hell of a bloody boring night. after ayah went to his room, i went out and they saw me jumping around towards them. we played taiti while watching chelsea's game. 5-0. what say you?;) after the game finish, went upstairs and went through the pictures low uploaded on her facebook. so many ugly pictures, too ugly to be true. imran went to the toilet and did his passing motion while farah and i gossip-ed all the way. it has been more than 2 hours i lepak-ed there and still, patilia didn't show up cause lack of transportation. aai, zaffeq and fiki finally came and pick us up. guess what? i sat on zaffeq's lap which i thought was very .. you know, wrong. just wrong. ROFL . went to hajris at 4+ , shockingly tiba-tiba ramai pulak orang patilia ada but farah tan didn't join us. she slept already. to tell you the truth, there's no point of me blogging right now. just wanted to tell you guys what i've been up to and wanted to write. I just got off the phone with someone. we(patilia) are planning to have breakfast together later. insyaAllah jadi. baru lepas azan subuh, nak pergi solat and watch tv. mushrooms, -eza.

you're busted bastard for the third time

i just felt like uploading this picture of a cousin of mine. comel tak? x) no, really. comel kan? hihi. i didn't feel like going out today since im out of cash. so, i woke up around 1pm today after a whole night of calling everyone and wasting my credit for no reason. wait, blame my sister. nvm, i don't want to exaggerate there. just now i went to ayam kampung with mama ayah and iwan. then i had to mintak plastic from the orang yang jaga but i accidentally asked it from one of the CUSTOMERS. malu gila, orang tu gelak je. when the guy walked beside my table he looked at me and laugh. malu okay. tiba-tiba je zarul wanted to video call with me which we did. (awkward moments) *eyes rolling* someone left me a message on facebook, im not that mean to paste it here and tell you who that particular person is. i didn't reply, that's the only thing i can do. you told me i'm a 'perosak hidup', why bother talking to me and asking me out for a dinner. baru dua malam tak jumpa patilia dah rindu sangat dekat diorang! you wanna know the reason i'm blogging? i just wanted to write the title. i'm so sick of your behavior. just fuck off and leave me alone. don't tell me you want me back and all when you don't fucking mean it. god bless you. dead and gone -za.

it was so good and now it's gone

i dont have the inspiration to write, not anymore. maybe it's time for me to stop blogging? life after pmr has been great but not as great as it sounds. yes, it is fun. i wish i could have all those sleepovers with all of my girlfriends like last time. yeap, am talking about two thousand six. at times, i miss my ex-boyfriends but when i think back. what the fuck za? you've been with guys who don't appreciate you and never did. to be truthful, i can't believe that i'm already fifteen. 'fifteen', wow so much for the maturity. i'm always saying i'm back and wiser than ever. it's all bullshit. mood swings are so eff up, you know? i sometimes wish i could turn back time cause i regret knowing most of the people i know now. no offense, but let truth be told. i miss having a boyfriend, i miss holding hands with someone i love, i miss being cuddle with warm hugs, i miss having intoxicating kisses, i miss how there is always someone that i can go to whether i need them there or not. i want to be a bird. so free, i can fly high and poop on anyone's head. dead and gone, - za.

between love and losing

hello, sorry for not updating. pmr is over, i dont want to talk about pmr. insyaAllah dapat 8a's. my life is so awesome at this very moment. everything is going smoothly well, though i dont have a boyfriend neither a lover. it's alright, i have my bestfriends and patilia right here with me. no matter what kan? ;)

so, i didnt tell anyone about how me and ayzad broke up. i dont feel like telling, so let go je lah kan? but you guys should know that we officially broke up and not going to get back together. since i am a bitch. sokay. m used to people calling me that. i'm a bitch, at least im not a hypocrite. and i mean every single shit that i said and say.

today is fareez's and kris' birthday! so happy birthday both :)

that's all. thanks for reading, ♥